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Name: Raly
Country: Canada
Birthday: 11/5/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: --Books, Art, Music, Movies, Party, History, Comics, Fashion, Animation--------------
MUSIC--Led Zeppelin, Mellowdrone, SCATTERTHEASHES, The Volunteers, Tuuli, The Harlots, Pink Floyd, AC/DC, TheTradition, Theprettyscars, DelightfullyDisturbed, BROOKSIDE, Bayside, The Used, Ok Go, Metallica, Buck 65, JayZ, Never Heard Of It, Angry kid, 16mm, Incubus, The Strokes, No doubt, A perfect circle, Project 86, Thursday, The Smiths, Nine Inch Nails, Pearl Jam, Blood Brothers, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Marilyn Manson, The Clash, Jimi Hendrix, Mr. V, The Pixies, AFI, Green Day, Queen, All Hours, Spiec Girls, The Temporary Thing, Scared of Girls, Jimmy eat world, Bob Marley, Bad Religion, Muse, TILA TEQUILA, Still Standing, Slipknot, The Hives, The Banner, Offspring, Outcast, Sex Pistols, The Ramones, Cold Play, Slayer, Bright Eyes, The Doors, Billy Talent, The Beatles, Silverstein, Phoenix Down, The Who, Nirvana, Emery, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Iron Maiden, Misfits, Bob Dylan, Radiohead, AM, Classical Musi
Expertise: -Never getting the guy
-becoming invisible
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  SCAR TISSUE105
MSN: Raly_n@hotmail.com
Member Since:
4/27/2003
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YESTERDAY WAS OUR ONE YEAR AND WHILE WALKING HOME FROM DINNER JESSE GOT ON ONE KNEE AND ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES!!!!!!!!!
YES IT'S TRUE, NO JOKE!!!!!!!!
I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| doing gooda.
It will be a year with Jesse on the 19th.<3
School is GREAT..my dream school..everything is awsome there,people,classes..drool.
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| I'm doing really good lately.Not even scared to leave the house..NOT EVEN TAKING MY STOMACH PILLS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! mwahahahahaa..I feel so good!!
My recovery has been..hard..but wow..Iduno..I feel like a whole new me!! I'm becoming so confident and proud of who and what I am.It really is amazing.I've never felt this great in my life until now.
I can't wait until I turn 20.Life will be so different-in a GREAT WAY-I'm confident,have an amazimg boyfriend and starting my very own clothing line.What more would a girl as for?!
I feel so great.So great I can wear a skirt if I wanted to and not think I'm ugly and not bring myself down.I've come such a long way but wow,it's been worth it.Thank you to all of my dear friends that have waited for me.I'm going to make it up to you guys. | | |
| kinky chicken
alive again
website coming soon
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| Today I just feel like crap.I don't know why.I feel un happy,tired,useless,forgotten about,..ect.
A day feels like a week.I feel like no matter where I go noting will cheer me up.I feel like Jesse's grandmother..so alone.Even though she has a family that cares and loves her every much-every day,night she sits alone down stairs in her chair trying to go to sleep to pass the day away;washing dishes that have already been washed so she could feel important and useful and seeking conversations with anyone that walks by,just so she can hear herself speak to feel alive.
It brings a tear to my eye thinking about it.
Val calls me a drama queen,says I have noting to feel sorry about,I have a great life. It's true.I do have a good life.I have noting to complain about but I still do.
I'm pathetic.
I waste my talents,imagination,happiness..instead I'm alwys irritable;so annoyed with any simple joy,task,anything that will come my way.
A lot of people tell me to snap out of it..yea as if it was a botton on my back I could press and be happy again.
No my friends.Doesn't work that way..and I hate people that think like that.They make me feel like shit even more when they assume I'm lazy or whatever.
Looking out the window gives me such anxiety;I could feel my chest almost burst as my heart gets faster.
I don't want to go outside.I don't want to play.
Leave me to my depression..to my deep despair..for in a way..I am happier. | | |
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